Filled in and blanked out
The time between the end of 2021 - March of 2022 was exciting. My favourite (non-related) uncle came from Korea visited me during that time. During that time, I got to share some potential business ideas, expand my thoughts on a wide array of topics on food - he helped me further sophisticate my palate with seafood and gave me the confidence to meet my now beautiful girlfriend Grace.
From March til the 20th of April was a time of productivity, rush and fulfilment. I began doing solo shifts in my new position of a Duty Manager at work (large aquatic/recreation centres) which involves me maintaining the quality of the bodies of water, checking on every staff on deck outside the back offices during the shift and building a good relationship with clients and staff.
Many 5am shifts cause I’m a morning person. Was a good deal for me cause I’d then get to spend the rest of the day doing things I wanted to do. Like seeing Grace.
Went on countless dates with her and made precious memories// the beach, springs, city, shopping centres/malls and nice food spots. Leading up to the 20th of April, she was the only one that kept the promise to help me pack to move my things as I headed for overseas. We packed and moved things day and night so I could make my flight. It was a close call after moving things to make it to my flight. Thank you for what you did for me, it’s something I’ll always remember.
Also a huge than you to my friend for holding my large amount of belongings while I’m overseas.
My page was full.
I landed in Korea on 21st of April. April was ok. I felt like myself.
Progressively through May, I kept blanking out. To others it may sound like I was taking a break, but I later realised I was literally blanking out. Becoming a white sheet of paper. That’s what happened in May. Now that it’s June, I’m starting to pick myself up again. I’m filling in the blanks.
It’s challenging, but I think it’s a part of my growth so I’m trying to stay resilient.
Physically blanked out in downtown Andong (the “capital of the Korean Spirit”)
It’s been a while since I’ve been on this space. I’ve never been better in regards to my mental state, but I’m facing the final obstacles that had lingered on for 10+ years during my time in Korea. Dealing with old traumas and re-building important relationships with those close to me. I’m looking to return to this space as a better me.
I’m looking forward towards a better me.
Cya soon,
Taehee.
